Sunday, March 10, 2013

Walking in Faith

This is a message that was given in our radio broadcast EYE OF THE STORM at a couple weeks ago. We cover bible prophecy in the news and other teachings led by the Holy Spirit. The link to that specific broadcast is: The broadcast is every Tuesday 7-8pm PST. Archives for all broadcasts can be found at our website


Believing that God is with us and will lead us even when we don't see how or don't know what will happen in a situation, but simply doing our best to be obedient and trust in Him is key. I was feeling down and just not in a good mood and attacked the other day. Right in the middle of dealing with that a dear sister in Christ needed prayer. I thought, "how can I be a strong intercessor for her if I am so weak now myself?" "I won't be able to really be a good support to her right now" and I was just getting more and more attacked and down. I knew I had to call her it was getting too late. I called her, was listening to her, and sometime in between I was internally praying for the right words and that the situation with us all be blessed. We continued on for a bit and then we all (my husband Kevin too ) started praying together. It was such a strong anointed time and the God's presence was sooooo tangible! It became one of the most notable prayer sessions with worship and tears and everyone was blessed! I told her I am sooo glad we prayed together, I feel so different too and explained how I had been down. As the popular song goes "He will make a way when there seems to be no way"! Now I was heavily getting attacked that I should not talk to her because I was not strong enough myself. But the fact is that prayer is powerful and simply changes everything. Kevin got a word right before we started praying Proverbs 11:25 "The liberal soul shall be made fat: and he that watereth shall be watered also himself." I felt not only watered but poured upon drenched in blessing!!

We walk by faith not by sight.

Are we trying to do things on our own or asking God to guide us and lead us in our actions? I have caught myself trying to plan things and then realize that I was leaving God out of the process! We need to ask Him to guide us in everything, little and big. He already has a plan for us and we want to make sure we are following it and not making our own:

James 4:13-16 "Go to now, ye that say, To day or to morrow we will go into such a city, and continue there a year, and buy and sell, and get gain: Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away. For that ye ought to say, If the Lord will, we shall live, and do this, or that. But now ye rejoice in your boastings: all such rejoicing is evil."

Many times we may think we got something figured out but in God's eyes it is foolishness! We lack true wisdom more often than we may think, which is why we have to be ready and willing to seek God's council:

James 1:5 "If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him."

Proverbs 3:6 is one of the most powerful passages of importance as it is instruction for how to allow God to lead our lives.

Proverbs 3:6
"In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths."

We have to acknowledge Him by worship/giving thanks, making our requests known, and just constantly remembering His presence and that He is with us and watching us. That is certainly a task for our distracted minds. I know if I go awhile without acknowledging Him in the day I feel convicted and as soon as the realization hits I drop everything and start talking to Him and confessing my distractions. Just communicating our heart is important. That is why we are told to continually pray and give thanks in EVERYTHING:

1 Thessalonians 5:17-18 "Pray without ceasing. In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you."

Colossians 4:2 "Continue steadfastly in prayer, being watchful in it with thanksgiving." ( ESV version there. Usually we use KJV but glean on other translations)

When we are praying we must also remember to pray for others, of course including the brethren:

Ephesians 6:18
"Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;"

Sometimes acknowledging Him is simply being still and knowing He is God:

Psalm 46:10 "Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth."

Vast majority of the time, I would say 99% of the time I go into prayer or worship I have no idea what I will say but just trust being led by the spirit Holy Spirit interceding in prayer like I told you about with the sister in Christ we prayed with:

Romans 8:26 "Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered."

The Holy Spirit helps us pray and even speak! Our speech is important to God! Jesus himself says:

Matthew 12:36-37 " But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment. For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned."

How we speak reveals if we are being led by the Holy Spirit or our own selves, or falling into temptations from the devil, Our speech reflects our heart.

Matthew 15:18
"But those things which proceed out of the mouth come forth from the heart; and they defile the man." We can't be led by the Spirit if we are grieving the Spirit.

Ephesians 4:29-30
"Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers. And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption."

We just have to be obedient and trust in faith, even when a situation is scary, putting ourselves aside and allowing ourselves to be used by God. Occultists/Mediums channel demons many times in disguise parading around as grandmothers or what ever. The high level occultists have faith in that if they conjure up a demon ( whether they know it or not that it is a demon) that they can give messages to people, write music ( most Hollywood music and film totally demonically inspired. See "Hollywoods War on God"), books, and many others things by allowing themselves to be possessed. They are led by the demonic spirit to do MANY things. How much more faith should we as children of the light have faith to be led by the Holy Spirit and allow ourselves to be a vessel for Him? The true, pure, amazing Spirit of God can speak through us and we can be used in a righteous way for God's Kingdom according to His will.

For example we are told by Yeshua himself:

Matthew 10:17-20 "But beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and they will scourge you in their synagogues; And ye shall be brought before governors and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them and the Gentiles. But when they deliver you up, take no thought how or what ye shall speak: for it shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak. For it is not ye that speak, but the Spirit of your Father which speaketh in you."

Please see Dan Baumann's testimony on youtube. He was a missionary in Iran and ended up being in court and said that the words that came to him just flowed right out of Him and He even spoke about Jesus in front of them! In his case he was let go...and people ended up getting saved!

I am personally so blessed when I talk to someone and it confirms something to them through scripture or something they have been praying about...and when that happens to me too. It confirms that the Spirit is speaking!

We lack wisdom in so many ways which is why we need help in guiding us. It is in trusting that He will lead us even when we have not a clue what lays ahead and even when what we see seems hopeless... that is real faith. Faith is the evidence of things NOT seen:

Hebrews 11:1 "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen."

Speaking about Moses:

Hebrews 11:27
"By faith he forsook Egypt, not fearing the wrath of the king: for he endured, as seeing him who is invisible."

READ ALL OF HEBREWS 11 for amazing biblical examples of faith.

With God all things are possible even when we don't see how something could possibly work out or end up:

Matthew 19:26 "But Jesus beheld them, and said unto them, With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible."

Even when something is happening that is not to our liking and we feel anxiety about it, that is because of our lack of faith. Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego did not have anxiety going in the flames ( Book of Daniel Chapters 1-3), nor did so many others in worse situations than ourselves.. because of faith.

Philippians 4:6
"Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God." "careful" here means anxious/anxiety

Anxiety is the opposite of faith and without faith it is impossible to please God (Hebrews 11:6). When we have the faith of a child knowing our Heavenly Father is there to guide us in all things, we won't try to figure things out on our own unwise human ways. May we learn to let go of our ways and surrender to God's will! Amen?

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Holy Conversation--What would Jesus say?

This is a message that was given in our radio broadcast EYE OF THE STORM at last week. We cover bible prophecy in the news and other teachings led by the Holy Spirit. The link to that broadcast is:
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James 4:17 "Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin."

Hebrews 10:26-31 "For if we sin wilfully after that we have received the knowledge of the truth, there remaineth no more sacrifice for sins, But a certain fearful looking for of judgment and fiery indignation, which shall devour the adversaries. He that despised Moses' law died without mercy under two or three witnesses: Of how much sorer punishment, suppose ye, shall he be thought worthy, who hath trodden under foot the Son of God, and hath counted the blood of the covenant, wherewith he was sanctified, an unholy thing, and hath done despite unto the Spirit of grace? For we know him that hath said, Vengeance belongeth unto me, I will recompense, saith the Lord. And again, The Lord shall judge his people. It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God."

There is healthy fear and unhealthy fear of the Lord. Without healthy fear, one can run around not thinking about how we are accountable for our actions. That is why we are told in:

1 Peter 1:17
"And if you call on the Father, who without respect of persons judges according to every man's work, pass the time of your exile here in fear:"

A healthy fear recognizes who He is, the power He has, that He is ultimate judge of us, and gives respect to Him. Healthy fear is not anxiety that when falling into any small error we will be thrown in hell. NOT HEALTHY. Many times people get caught in unhealthy fear, I have done this myself and I hear it often, they feel that they will never please God cause they are so flawed and mess up all the time and in that discouragement they feel like giving up and not doing anything for the Lord. That is a tactic of the devil! He is the accuser of the brethren ( Revelation 12:10)! Thankfully a characteristic of God is patience and long suffering ( Numbers 14:18, 2 Peter 3:9, 2 Peter 3:15). Knowing that He is patiant we should still always be willing and striving/working ( part of good works) to follow Him in spirit and in truth, it is a matter of our heart. Part of the good works is making sure we don't fall into error. Apostle Peter goes on to give a warning in:

2 Peter 3:17-18
"Ye therefore, beloved, seeing ye know these things before, beware lest ye also, being led away with the error of the wicked, fall from your own stedfastness. But grow in grace, and in the knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. To him be glory both now and for ever. Amen."

One way of working to please the Lord is through striving to be Holier more Christ like in every way, including SPEECH.

Holy Conversation--- What would Yeshua say?

The way we talk, when we talk, and what we talk about, everything about our speech, is very important to understand, analyze, and be aware of. As mentioned last week, what we speak reflects our heart.

Matthew 15:18-19 "But those things which proceed out of the mouth come forth from the heart; and they defile the man. For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies:"

Again the understanding that speech reflects our heart is seen in James 3:8-15
But the tongue can no man tame; it is an unruly evil, full of deadly poison. Therewith bless we God, even the Father; and therewith curse we men, which are made after the similitude of God. Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be. Doth a fountain send forth at the same place sweet water and bitter? Can the fig tree, my brethren, bear olive berries? either a vine, figs? so can no fountain both yield salt water and fresh. Who is a wise man and endued with knowledge among you? let him shew out of a good conversation his works with meekness of wisdom. But if ye have bitter envying and strife in your hearts, glory not, and lie not against the truth. This wisdom descendeth not from above, but is earthly, sensual, devilish.

When our heart is not right speaking is not a good idea. When you are angry have you noticed that darts fly out? It is hard to control when we are angry and it may be a better idea to not say anything at all. Have you heard that saying, "If you don't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all?" That is it. Now you still may be thinking evil thoughts and cursing someone in your thoughts and that still has to be repented about and confessed to God. But it only makes things worse when we let our mouth run wild when we are upset. The darts coming out will hit someone else and then darts will come flying out of them! Have you ever fought the urge to say something and literally have to press your lips together hard as to not speak? I have and it is so much better to keep silent I have seen over and over again or just talk minimally.

Matthew 5:37 "But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil."

Wisdom does not come from a multitude of words. It is quality not quantity! In economic terms talk is cheap because supply exceeds demand! Sometimes it is best to keep silent especially in volatile situations.

Proverbs 17:27-28
He that hath knowledge spareth his words: and a man of understanding is of an excellent spirit. "Even a fool, when he holdeth his peace, is counted wise: and he that shutteth his lips is esteemed a man of understanding."

Proverbs 10:19
"In the multitude of words there wanteth not sin: but he that refraineth his lips is wise."

Have you ever said to yourself, "oh I should not have just said that" or " oops I just talked without really thinking" or "why am I even talking about and entertaining something so worldy?" We all have done this at some point, and some more than others. We need to be vigilant about this and really watch ourselves because we will be held accountable:

Matthew 12:36-37
" But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment. For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned."

Proverbs 21:23
"Whoso keepeth his mouth and his tongue keepeth his soul from troubles." "Keepeth" in the Hebrew H8104 denotes protecting, guarding, attending to.."

Proverbs 13:3 "He that keepeth his mouth keepeth his life: but he that openeth wide his lips shall have destruction."

Our speech is important to God! Watching our speech and what we say with the intent behind it is a good way to making sure our heart is right. We can say words that appear to everyone else as "good" but our intention is evil or has ulterior motives. Apostle Paul spoke of people that preach Christ but not with pure intentions:

Philippians 1:15 "Some indeed preach Christ even of envy and strife; and some also of good will:"

Right before describing these people he encourages them to be sincere, so they may be found as pure as can be when Christ returns:

Philippians 1:9-11
"And this I pray, that your love may abound yet more and more in knowledge and in all judgment; That ye may approve things that are excellent; that ye may be sincere and without offence till the day of Christ; Being filled with the fruits of righteousness, which are by Jesus Christ, unto the glory and praise of God."

Watching our speech can help us hold every thought captive to the obedience of Christ ( 2 Corinthians 10:5) and help us be more sincere and pure, by literally just listening to what we are saying. Then we can look at the intention behind what was said and the thoughts that were involved when speaking the words. We think we would know what we sound like since we are the ones speaking, but it is really revealing in a different way when you take serious effort in watching this. Try it. You can even make a thing where you note on paper and check mark when you speak without thinking or in a sinful way, whether it be pride, anger, lust, jealousy, or whatever...Just doing anything that helps to be vigilant and diligent about this because our speech does have side effects and the temptations set up by the devil are certainly there. 1 Peter 5:8 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:

James 3:2-6 ( ESV) "For we all stumble in many ways. And if anyone does not stumble in what he says, he is a perfect man, able also to bridle his whole body. If we put bits into the mouths of horses so that they obey us, we guide their whole bodies as well. Look at the ships also: though they are so large and are driven by strong winds, they are guided by a very small rudder wherever the will of the pilot directs. So also the tongue is a small member, yet it boasts of great things. How great a forest is set ablaze by such a small fire! And the tongue is a fire, a world of unrighteousness. The tongue is set among our members, staining the whole body, setting on fire the entire course of life, and set on fire by hell."

Matthew Henry commentary states it well when stating "We are taught to dread an unruly tongue as one of the greatest and most pernicious evils. It is compared to a little fire placed among a great deal of combustible matter, which soon raises a flame and consumes all before it: Behold, how great a matter a little fire kindleth! And the tongue is a fire, a world of iniquity, etc., Jam_3:5, Jam_3:6. There is such an abundance of sin in the tongue that it may be called a world of iniquity. How many defilements does it occasion! How many and dreadful flames does it kindle! So is the tongue among the members that it defileth the whole body. Observe hence, There is a great pollution and defilement in sins of the tongue. Defiling passions are kindled, vented, and cherished by this unruly member. And the whole body is often drawn into sin and guilt by the tongue. Therefore Solomon says, Suffer not thy mouth to cause thy flesh to sin, Ecc_5:6. The snares into which men are sometimes led by the tongue are insufferable to themselves and destructive of others. It setteth on fire the course of nature. The affairs of mankind and of societies are often thrown into confusion, and all is on a flame, by the tongues of men."

It can be easy to fall into unpure speech even as believers, but when we notice anything come up we have to immediately repent, confess and then pray for help to have that calmness, patiance love ,ect.. We can pray like Psalm 141:3 "Set a watch, O LORD, before my mouth; keep the door of my lips."

Our amazing God will help us in this regard and give us strength to overcome these weaknesses. I saw the Holy Spirit do a HUGE work in me by just simply getting saved, I changed my whole mannerism of speech from the horrible demon possessed language I was spewing out before. I was demon possessed as some of you know which became very obvious to me after I came back from doing high level yoga in India and I became rageful. I am so glad that it did manifest this way so I could see for myself the truth that there was something more to what meets the eye. Because many of these yogic programs and chanting and such give false euphoria as demons enter the body and alter the system much like a drug would. I would feel a "high" doing these things to keep me hooked and feeling like I am spiritually progressing, SO DECEPTIVE. ANyway so I am happy that demons were revealing true colors and not parading around in disguise. I said outloud with a demon speaking through me " I am going to take you all down with me" in a voice that was not mine. That is when I knew something was going on and started to understand demons....finally I was led to the Lord instead of committing suicide! When i asked Him to be my Lord and Saviour and forgive me of my sins and surrendered to Him, everything about me changed, most notably to my parents, the way I would talk and I would not hardly get angry ever no matter what they accused me with ( they are hindu nonbelievers). My dad really mentioned the change to my brother " Purvi does not get angry anymore, it is amazing, about anything...." I remember one time when demons were manifesting through them with anger towards me for not believing in evolution , I got called all manner of evil and I never got mad ( TOTALLY THE SPIRIT NOT ME). In fact I said, simply "I love you" when they would yell. It was amazing! For more of my testimony and a detailed paper on the roots of Isha Yoga ( what I was involved in) as well as Yoga and Hinduism in general check out this document:

The Spirit has begun a work in us as born again children, and although we strive to be perfect for the Lord, we won't be perfected will in resurrected form when Christ returns:

Philippians 1:6 "Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:"

It will be so awesome when one day we don't have to deal with sinning and all this evil world!! But till then we got to keep being diligent and vigilent so that we are found spotless. He is always here to help if we are willing to be helped. In this verse "confirm" is used to mean "sustain":

1 Corinthians 1:8 "Who shall also confirm you unto the end, that ye may be blameless in the day of our Lord Jesus Christ."

I read 1 Peter 5:8 above but I want to read it again till verse 11:

1 Peter 5:8-11 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world. But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. To him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen."

Let us continue to painstakingly with all effort and awareness, look at our weaknesses, make it a priority to understand them and confess them, pray for strength to overcome them, and learn and grow in maturity!

Sunday, December 5, 2010


Shalom :) Greetings with love,

So I just am giving you a heads up that this document is loaded with intense information and that it will take time and energy to digest this stuff. Please go slow. This stuff is a lot to digest and indigestion is common and may not be comfortable but this food is still necessary, actually critically important to just look at what is going on. A heads up on emotional reactions likely to occur:

Denial (running away from this, ignoring it, becoming conveniently too busy to look at it, writing it off as "crazy" or "agenda motivated" ((the only agenda is to expose the agenda!))or letting preconceived notions drive you away BEFORE even looking through all the information. I call this "Negation Before Verification" based in emotion and social conditioning), Anger, Obsessive Compulsively researching ( Trust me I know I have been there done that. It is truly counter productive to get so consumed by this, or anything, that we are unable to function and do what we need to do in the present to live fully. But in an attempt to avoid this it is also critical that we do not shut the door on what is really happening. And there is good news through this which you will come to at bottom), Disbelief ( Shock and thoughts of " NO they would not really do that" or " No it can't be that bad") Despair, Panic ( although understandable it certainly does not help anything but it is again important to remember the good news through it all). PLEASE DO NOT LET ANY OF THESE EMOTIONS KEEP YOU FROM REALLY LOOKING INTO THIS THOROUGHLY.

That said. Please hear me out fully. So there is some major stuff going on in the world that that relates to our lives in every way. I ask you to please not ignore or brush off this and research all of this yourself to verify it's truth.

*For those reading this as a hard copy clicking on the links may be difficult! So you can email me at above address or alternatively you may just enter the link title which is in quotes at

Please see this short ( 5 min) clip. It is with Aaron Russo about Rockefeller. Rockefeller is coming from the illuminati. You can look them up. They are inspired by demons are truly evil. Pls see this "Rockefeller Interview and Real ID/RFID"

Basically biblical prophecy is coming true...more than one and with pinpoint accuracy. You know one thing that struck me was the prophecy of The Mark of The Beast. Revelation 13:16-17 states, "He also forced everyone, small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark in his right hand or in his forehead, so that no one could buy or sell unless he had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of his name." Now with that in mind it is apparent that this is becoming a fact through RFID technology as you saw in clip. You can research RFID and see how this is developing rapidly. More is covered on this in our video link below.

Now to investigate whether the above premise from video is true one would have to check out the 9/11 facts.The illuminati is at work in the government and as is talked about in the above clip, staged the 9/11 event. To see more you can start with "9/11 Coincidences (1/19)" It has 19 parts but after about 10 you will get a real good idea. This will take at least an hour or more but clearly demonstrates the facts and shows us things are truly not what they seem. Additionally if you like you can check out "Noam Chomsky: No Evidence that Al-Qaeda Carried Out the 9/11 Attacks ", InfoWars, November 6, 2010

One component of this massive scale global control is to develop a one world economy,government,and dictatorship. The United Nations is key in this process. The control of the whole world by the False Prophet and Antichrist is prophesied in the bible in the book of Daniel and book of Revelation. Pls verify the details yourself. NEW EDITED UPDATE: I am editing this post to include our ministry information to point to for more information and evidence. Regarding the United Nations and one world government as well as Vatican connections see this video "Vatican,Third Temple,United Nations, Mark of the Beast, Al-mahdi/Anti Christ" :
In addition, a very relevant series which directly relates to the NWO is this one "1 of 7 What in the world are they spraying?"
This addresses the issue of chemtrails demonstrating a depopulation agenda, making it easier for them to control people. For more on depopulation agenda search "Georgia Guidestones".

Also if you still doubt that global control by evil wicked elite ( inspired by satan) to help usher in the rise of the False Prophet and the Antichrist (spoken of biblically) is forming and taking shape right now please see what they are doing to the food and vitamins. This is truly evil. Who else but the devil could be behind this? This is done to help once again further their agenda of depopulation. Less people are easier to control. These are largely the pharmaceutical companies and Monsanto and other multinational forces coming together to implement something called CODEX ALIMENTARIUS. To get an idea you can see the first two or three parts of this series Part 1 "1/5. Codex Alimentarius: Access to Nutrients Threatened " ( 8 min) is here Part 2 ( 8 min) is here Part 3 ( 8 min) here All is documented.

We felt the implementation of the vitamin restriction already as we went to the local health food store recently. You will see what I mean. If you still have doubts that a New World Order ( NWO) is forming right now. This 9 min video exposes some key world events that have and are taking place through the NWO "Alex Jones - 'The New World Order' " There is an imminent economic collapse that will possibly come from hyperinflation, however it is done it will be to create a centralized one world banking system. If you have doubts please see this "deliberate economic collapse" (11min)

All this to say that what the bible is saying would happen is happening. This is just some among many bible prophecies being fulfilled. The reason to show you all this is NOT to freak you out especially with all of this going on but to show you that all we have in this world, this fallen wicked world that is true is GOD. I never would have believed this stuff before but a lot of stuff was shown to me and has provided me THE ONLY comfort in the midst of chaos. So you may be ( or maybe not) thinking " ok so she is vulnerable going through tough times and now is just buying into this fear mongering and alarmist stuff". Actually there is fear mongering going on but it is rather from these very powers and principalities I speak of. For example they created the fear of the swine flu intentionally. And they created the actual swine flu itself in a lab ( here is some rudimentary info on that if you are inclined to see in this 3 min video "Swine Flu Created in Lab as Bio Weapon?" and I can send more info if you are interested) Why? They cause the problem so they can come to us with a "solution" ( Hegelian Dialectic) which is the vaccinations, a serious threat to health in itself ( if you have doubts start with this "Vaccine Dangers Exposed Part 1 Of 3" (each part about 8-10 min) A strong vested interest in fear. I have no vested interest in telling you this and am simply trying to get the word out which I always encourage you to investigate everything yourself.

I know this is serious stuff and no fun but isn't it better to know reality than to live in a bubble soon to burst? I tell you all this out of love and I don't ask you to believe anything but to please again research yourself. You can look up BILDERBERG, ILLUMINATI, JESUITS, FREEMASONS, and NEW WORLD ORDER. If you would like any more resources and archives to our radio broadcasts, visit My husband and I's radio broadcasts are on "Eye of The Storm" every Tuesday 7-8pm PST at Just click "follow" to get updates of when it is on.

PLEASE do not ignore this because it may be uncomfortable, you think I am nutso or whatever reason. Even if you think I have totally gone off the deep end please at least see what I have sent. Let's not run and shun b/c it's no fun. Hey we can still rhyme during uncertain times ;) I can't think of anything more important to make time for.

It is worth mentioning that the current establishment of mainstream so called " Christianity" has absolutely nothing to do with the teaching of Christ and is heresy. The Apostasy has entered the church and other sectors in a big way just as once again the bible warns (happy to share details if interested). We see people in government and otherwise using the name of Jesus to further their wicked agenda. This is called Christian Zionism and Dominionism and is unbiblical. *Footnote at the bottom of this document describes both Dominionism and Christian Zionism further. Also The Catholic Church is truly following their father the devil,hence the crusades, sex scandals, and all kinds of wickedness that comes from them.

I have so much peace and calm even while I know all that is happening and even with physical illness, it is so wonderful to not feel panicky by any of this...only because of God. I would have never believed this to be true. The good news is that the very same God that lovingly warned of all these things also told us how we can have eternal life! If we put our lives, trust, and faith in Jesus Christ ( Yeshua Mashiach) and repent ( turn away from sin) humbly from the heart, of all our sins and confess Him as our Lord and Saviour then we receive the Holy Spirit in us and become God's children! Personally Jesus Christ ( to my shock) has been THE ONLY one who has lifted me from demonic oppression ( if interested I can share more details if you like) when I called on him. Since I gave my life to Christ, miracles have happened that show me that God is with me and is PERSONAL. This of course I can share with you too but I understand it is my experience which one can easily try to explain away using the "wisdom" of this world. I ask you to look at the objective reality and see truth ( hidden behind thick veils of deception) and seek truth for yourself and talk to Yahweh ( Heavenly Father) in the name of Yeshua ( Jesus) personally.

Ephesians 6:11-15 (King James Version)
"Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."


With all the problems the World is facing, it can be unsettling to the mind.
Today I will share with you ten predictions that are still true!

Top 10 Predictions for the Future
1. The Bible will still have all the answers.
2. Prayer will still be the most powerful thing on Earth.
3. The Holy Spirit will still move.
4. God will still honor the praises of His people.
5. There will still be God-anointed preaching.
6. There will still be singing of praise to God.
7. God will still pour out blessings upon His people.
8. There will still be room at the Cross.
9. Jesus will still love you.
10. Jesus will still save the lost when they come to Him.

Isn't It Great To Remember Who Is Really In Control,
And that; "the Word of the Lord endures forever."
( 1 Peter 1:25 )

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*When we see such unjust and unrighteous things being done in the name of Jesus, many people find it easy to write off all of Christ related things. What we see in mainstream Christianity however is the antithesis of the teaching of Christ. Let me explain. Right now we see Christian Zionist intertwined with Dominion theology permeating society through the church, government, and other sectors. The Christian Zionist program I speak of is the mutated form which provides a worldview where the Gospel is identified with the ideology of empire, colonialism and militarism.

We see this all over government leadership. Now let me define what I mean by Domionism ( Quotes are form, then we will look at Christian Zionism:

"Dominion theology states that biblical Christianity will rule all areas of society, personal and corporate. Christian Reconstructionism reasons that society will be reconstructed by the Law of God as preached in the Gospel and the Great Commission. The principal goal, then, of dominion theology and Christian reconstructionism is political and religious domination of the world through the implementation of the moral laws, and subsequent punishments, of the Old Testament (the sacrificial and ceremonial laws having been fulfilled in the New Testament). This is not a government system ruled by the Church, but rather a government conformed to the Law of God."

These people are heretics using the name of Christianity to do wicked works as this ideology is not biblical. Jesus warned of this also. I will quickly quote why this ideology is not biblical:

"The problem with these beliefs is that they rest upon a distorted view of Scripture. Scripture clearly teaches a premillennial view of the Kingdom of God (Zechariah 14:4-9; Matthew 25:31-34), the "covenant of grace" is an extra-biblical construct, Israel and the Church are distinct throughout biblical history and prophecy, and God never commanded the Church to revamp society. Instead, believers are commanded to preach the Gospel as in Matthew 28:19, 20), but God clearly intends to implement world-wide reform Himself (Revelation 19:11-20:4). Though it is clearly unbiblical, dominion theology persists. It is, in fact, a great threat to biblical Christianity. Once at home solely within Reformed circles, dominion theology and Christian reconstructionism is now creeping into many Protestant churches and is making a large impact on the beliefs of Charismatic churches in particular."

Let us take a look at Christian Zionism. Both the Zionists as well as the Muslims are in error. We are not to be involved in these matters but pray for both groups, because both groups are separated from God. The belief that the Jewish people remain God’s ‘chosen people’ in some way separate from the Church, is deeply rooted in Christian Zionism. As a whole the Jews/Hebrews were chosen to be the lineage to bring the Messiah true. It does not mean that every single Jewish/Hebrew person is saved and automatically receive salvation. Many of the Hebrew people in the old testament were destroyed for disobedience. But as a whole they were chosen as a people for a purpose. Jews/Hebrews today still need to receive Christ as their Lord and Saviour in order to be saved, otherwise they will perish just like the rest of the world. Talking about the Hebrew/Jews in these verses apostle Paul describes them also as the "natural branches" that were broken of the olive tree. See document "Israel of God" below for more. These verses below talk about their unbelief in the Messiah Jesus Christ ( Yeshua Mashiach) as their ruin:

Romans 11:20 Well; because of unbelief they were broken off, and thou standest by faith. Be not highminded, but fear:
Romans 11:21 For if God spared not the natural branches, take heed lest he also spare not thee.
Romans 11:22 Behold therefore the goodness and severity of God: on them which fell, severity; but toward thee, goodness, if thou continue in his goodness: otherwise thou also shalt be cut off.
Romans 11:23 And they also, if they abide not still in unbelief, shall be graffed in: for God is able to graff them in again.

This "Israel of God" document shares who the true Israel is:

Check out also this video "Zionist Extremist: Iran vs. Israel, Dual Covenant Theology NOT of God!" :

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Thoughts and praise to God

My dear Lord I could never on my WILDEST imagination ever thought the turns of my life in many ways would take place. I am so thankful for all you have shown me and taken me through. The worst is over. I am with you no matter what is happening to me physically, no matter what is happening emotionally, no matter what is happening mentally, I keep my eye on you and have faith and trust in your deliverance. I have patiance and thank you for filling me up whenever I call out and need it. All I do is say Jesus Christ fills my mind and body and boom you are there...I never even knew or could possibly imagine it to be true! Whatever your will for me is dear God I surrender to it, whatever your plan is for me, whatever I must endure to make that happen I accept it and simply yearn to do what i came in this body to do. Stay with me, lead me and guide me to know what is your will dear God.


I am going to praise your name till my dying day,
I wont be lead astray,
the love with me will stay,
the price for me was paid,
whatever I endure along the way,
was just your way to say,
here's a new faith upgrade!

Everybody dies one day,
when or how we cannot say,
so let's take the time to contemplate,
on something beyond this world...
Let's invest in Eternity, let's invest in Eternity, Let's invest in Eternity

Whatever happens I am at peace. Halleluya!

Sunday, July 4, 2010

My Poem: Transitory roles

Life, all life is a stage, may for all come a time to attach, detach, grow, and age, take off the costume and explore a new scripts page,

Hired by the Almighty creator of all, may we not forget this when we stand tall, fall, or stall,rather through it all keep truth rolling like a ball,

May we be born again, remove the acting face, replace it with Jesus's grace, let our sin be erased, come Holy Spirit and fill this place,

I surrender my life to you Lord of Lord's. All is in your hands...

Friday, July 2, 2010

Reflections on coping w/ morgellons symptoms

What a meditation, the fight of my kife this morgellons is. Everyday just working to stay calm and peaceful when bugs are coming out of my nose onto my face and all over body, into mouth, gums, throat, toungue, while crawling, biting, and itching.Every time I breathe I am either breathing them into to me or out onto me. You know how many breaths one takes in a day? They are in my muscle and brain and of course gut and everywhere. One must transcend the physical just to survive. I am trying my best. I try to stick to this mantra I set for myself, " In this test I will not stress, I'll do my best and let the rest manifest....give it up to God". I am not going outside anymore. As a person who loves nature this is something to adjust to. As many morgellons people know we attract bugs to us. I didn't take this too seriously and was going for a walk everyday. BUt my symptoms would get worse and both visible and invisible bugs would be felt especially on head and face. After coming back from outside one time I picked out two black bugs imbedded in the skin of my neck.. After that I hardly go out. I for my birthday on June 22nd thought I would just let go and forget about it and went outside for at least and hour and I felt stuff and have since just felt that i should stay in until I get better.

ANother part of me wonders should I just let it get worse when I go out and still try to live my life? When I do this every time the worsening of the symptoms brings my spirits down and I work so hard to keep them up. All this stuff in the big picture is small stuff I know. A big thing for me is to forgive myself. I don't know if anyone else has this issue but every time the symptoms are worse or I feel something new, I blame myself and say, "Maybe I should not have done this" or "I messed up and did blah blah blah" I only recently discovered how negative this is to my healing. I work and strive to say, "I did my best and am doing my best. Even if it is worse I am trying and I love myself. I forgive myself completely if I messed up. I am allowed to make mistakes. I give myself permission to be relaxed even if my body is not right now." Anyone who may read this, PLEASE STOP BLAMING YOURSELVES BECAUSE IT ONLY DOES HARM. WOuld be curious to know if anyone relates. Kicking ourselves when we are down already is surely toxic. I didn't even know I was doing this so much until it got really extreme.

Love to you all my dear brothers and sisters.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Death and facing the inevitable

With all that is happening on many fronts in the world, the question that keeps coming up is around death. Especially with the dangers of vaccinations, chem trails, drugs and dangers in water supply, GMO foods and bugs, the list goes on. It is something many of us ignore or avoid but the time has come to face it as I believe it is never too early to prepare spiritually. Various religious/spiritual traditions emphasize the importance of "dying daily" or doing "death meditation". It has helped me very much to delve deeper into this.

My experience in part:

I was at a point where I thought I was going to die with the morgellons going deep into my system as I labored breathing, had chest pain, severe twitching spasms through the night, and slurred speech. I was so stressed out too which compounded this since I was not believed my family, friends, or doctors at the time. I was alone. I knew what was happening after spending day and night researching it myself and communicating with others who shared my symptoms. The thing about morgellons ( I am sure many of you can attest to) is that it is not accepted or understood by vast majority of medical community thus the tests are inadequate and patiants are told they are delusional. I spent the night in ER of UCLA and was told I am wasting the space. I have had 10 doctors not believe me until finally now I have three that do. I got some of the right blood work done that on several accounts showed out of range according to Quest Diagnostics. The doctor who ordered the test was now sure if there was even a tiny doubt before that this was morgellons ( btw, morgellons is a broad name with many differnt types and theories of what it is. It is a new emerging and fast spreading disease that is complicated and confusing to even many who are well informed). I felt like waving that blood test in front of every person that didn't believe me and saying, " See this! I was not crazy and I am not crazy!" I still have more tests to do. Warning: TANGENT TAKING PLACE. Pardon me while I stray off topic to vent a bit:) I still find myself a bit defensive about it. It plays with your mind and emotions when you know what you are feeling and doctors and loved ones, and strangers tell you it is in your head. This was probably MORE devastating than anything else and it took a long time and effort to get to the point where people acknowledged that something physical is taking place. I had planned out my suicide. Not just in despair but very calmly. If my parents had not come around to believing me and no doctor had understood what was going on, I would surely not be here today. The lonliness and despair was just too intense. It started in India. At the Ashram nobody believed me including doctors. I went one month in isolation (which was a good thing to have own bathroom, thank God since I had to spend hours in there) having to walk a half a mile one way, up three flights of stairs in the heat to wash my clothes by hand. I might as well have not washed them because they replicated in the clothes fast and I had nothing else to wear. I had active symptoms in India for about one month. Why not leave you ask? Ok so i thought this whole time that it was lice which I did have since I attract everything around me but that was just a small part of the story. I had come there for an advanced Yoga program that was supposed to help my Karma. So I came all this way and borrowed money to do this to break some of my karma and no matter how uncomfortable, something as small as lice was not going to get in the way of my breaking my karma! That is how I viewed it at the time. Now I see I would have been better leaving way early on but I didn't kknow what I was dealing with. The exhaustion was beyond belief and the symptoms soared to the point I shaved my head. It temporarily gave some relief. During the actual advanced program which was in silence I used a chemical permethrin cream twice as a last resort out of pure desperation and it made things SOOOO much worse. I wanted to leave then but it was too late I had given my word that for 7 days I would not communicate to anyone in any form. They even tell us that only if we feel we are going to die in that moment like a heart attack or something only then are we allowed. The reason is that it disturbs the energy that has been created for that situation. HArd to explain but anyway I finally got out of that and was physically VERY weak and could not eat and was always on the verge of throwing up b/c they had gone deep in sinus and then I would taste a bitter mucus that when it hit my stomach would make me sick. Only thing that helped was spitting it out constantly. I saw several doctors in Bombay and again same response. Except one did believe me but did not know what to do and gave me Ivermectin (n anti-parasitic). On the plane back I took it and immediately felt better in stomach but a week later I was hit with the attack of symptoms that landed me in the ER as described above. After coming to parents house a family doctor saw me and talked to parents and said it is their responsibility to put me in an institution! I am still wroking on letting the anger go. To all those who hurt me and did not believe me I FORGIVE YOU IN THIS MOMENT! The resentment only hurts myself. If any of you out there can relate with this ( I have seen on many other blogs that this is the one thing all of us morgies have in common is being so poorly treated by medical community)there is hope. Although I am still battling this full on and not much progress seems to be made, at least I have people who believe me and care.

IF YOU NEED HELP FINDING A MORGELLONS FRIENDLY DOCTOR PLZ TELL ME as I can put you in touch with someone who can help you achieve this according to where you live.

Light and blessings,