Sunday, December 5, 2010


Shalom :) Greetings with love,

So I just am giving you a heads up that this document is loaded with intense information and that it will take time and energy to digest this stuff. Please go slow. This stuff is a lot to digest and indigestion is common and may not be comfortable but this food is still necessary, actually critically important to just look at what is going on. A heads up on emotional reactions likely to occur:

Denial (running away from this, ignoring it, becoming conveniently too busy to look at it, writing it off as "crazy" or "agenda motivated" ((the only agenda is to expose the agenda!))or letting preconceived notions drive you away BEFORE even looking through all the information. I call this "Negation Before Verification" based in emotion and social conditioning), Anger, Obsessive Compulsively researching ( Trust me I know I have been there done that. It is truly counter productive to get so consumed by this, or anything, that we are unable to function and do what we need to do in the present to live fully. But in an attempt to avoid this it is also critical that we do not shut the door on what is really happening. And there is good news through this which you will come to at bottom), Disbelief ( Shock and thoughts of " NO they would not really do that" or " No it can't be that bad") Despair, Panic ( although understandable it certainly does not help anything but it is again important to remember the good news through it all). PLEASE DO NOT LET ANY OF THESE EMOTIONS KEEP YOU FROM REALLY LOOKING INTO THIS THOROUGHLY.

That said. Please hear me out fully. So there is some major stuff going on in the world that that relates to our lives in every way. I ask you to please not ignore or brush off this and research all of this yourself to verify it's truth.

*For those reading this as a hard copy clicking on the links may be difficult! So you can email me at above address or alternatively you may just enter the link title which is in quotes at

Please see this short ( 5 min) clip. It is with Aaron Russo about Rockefeller. Rockefeller is coming from the illuminati. You can look them up. They are inspired by demons are truly evil. Pls see this "Rockefeller Interview and Real ID/RFID"

Basically biblical prophecy is coming true...more than one and with pinpoint accuracy. You know one thing that struck me was the prophecy of The Mark of The Beast. Revelation 13:16-17 states, "He also forced everyone, small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark in his right hand or in his forehead, so that no one could buy or sell unless he had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of his name." Now with that in mind it is apparent that this is becoming a fact through RFID technology as you saw in clip. You can research RFID and see how this is developing rapidly. More is covered on this in our video link below.

Now to investigate whether the above premise from video is true one would have to check out the 9/11 facts.The illuminati is at work in the government and as is talked about in the above clip, staged the 9/11 event. To see more you can start with "9/11 Coincidences (1/19)" It has 19 parts but after about 10 you will get a real good idea. This will take at least an hour or more but clearly demonstrates the facts and shows us things are truly not what they seem. Additionally if you like you can check out "Noam Chomsky: No Evidence that Al-Qaeda Carried Out the 9/11 Attacks ", InfoWars, November 6, 2010

One component of this massive scale global control is to develop a one world economy,government,and dictatorship. The United Nations is key in this process. The control of the whole world by the False Prophet and Antichrist is prophesied in the bible in the book of Daniel and book of Revelation. Pls verify the details yourself. NEW EDITED UPDATE: I am editing this post to include our ministry information to point to for more information and evidence. Regarding the United Nations and one world government as well as Vatican connections see this video "Vatican,Third Temple,United Nations, Mark of the Beast, Al-mahdi/Anti Christ" :
In addition, a very relevant series which directly relates to the NWO is this one "1 of 7 What in the world are they spraying?"
This addresses the issue of chemtrails demonstrating a depopulation agenda, making it easier for them to control people. For more on depopulation agenda search "Georgia Guidestones".

Also if you still doubt that global control by evil wicked elite ( inspired by satan) to help usher in the rise of the False Prophet and the Antichrist (spoken of biblically) is forming and taking shape right now please see what they are doing to the food and vitamins. This is truly evil. Who else but the devil could be behind this? This is done to help once again further their agenda of depopulation. Less people are easier to control. These are largely the pharmaceutical companies and Monsanto and other multinational forces coming together to implement something called CODEX ALIMENTARIUS. To get an idea you can see the first two or three parts of this series Part 1 "1/5. Codex Alimentarius: Access to Nutrients Threatened " ( 8 min) is here Part 2 ( 8 min) is here Part 3 ( 8 min) here All is documented.

We felt the implementation of the vitamin restriction already as we went to the local health food store recently. You will see what I mean. If you still have doubts that a New World Order ( NWO) is forming right now. This 9 min video exposes some key world events that have and are taking place through the NWO "Alex Jones - 'The New World Order' " There is an imminent economic collapse that will possibly come from hyperinflation, however it is done it will be to create a centralized one world banking system. If you have doubts please see this "deliberate economic collapse" (11min)

All this to say that what the bible is saying would happen is happening. This is just some among many bible prophecies being fulfilled. The reason to show you all this is NOT to freak you out especially with all of this going on but to show you that all we have in this world, this fallen wicked world that is true is GOD. I never would have believed this stuff before but a lot of stuff was shown to me and has provided me THE ONLY comfort in the midst of chaos. So you may be ( or maybe not) thinking " ok so she is vulnerable going through tough times and now is just buying into this fear mongering and alarmist stuff". Actually there is fear mongering going on but it is rather from these very powers and principalities I speak of. For example they created the fear of the swine flu intentionally. And they created the actual swine flu itself in a lab ( here is some rudimentary info on that if you are inclined to see in this 3 min video "Swine Flu Created in Lab as Bio Weapon?" and I can send more info if you are interested) Why? They cause the problem so they can come to us with a "solution" ( Hegelian Dialectic) which is the vaccinations, a serious threat to health in itself ( if you have doubts start with this "Vaccine Dangers Exposed Part 1 Of 3" (each part about 8-10 min) A strong vested interest in fear. I have no vested interest in telling you this and am simply trying to get the word out which I always encourage you to investigate everything yourself.

I know this is serious stuff and no fun but isn't it better to know reality than to live in a bubble soon to burst? I tell you all this out of love and I don't ask you to believe anything but to please again research yourself. You can look up BILDERBERG, ILLUMINATI, JESUITS, FREEMASONS, and NEW WORLD ORDER. If you would like any more resources and archives to our radio broadcasts, visit My husband and I's radio broadcasts are on "Eye of The Storm" every Tuesday 7-8pm PST at Just click "follow" to get updates of when it is on.

PLEASE do not ignore this because it may be uncomfortable, you think I am nutso or whatever reason. Even if you think I have totally gone off the deep end please at least see what I have sent. Let's not run and shun b/c it's no fun. Hey we can still rhyme during uncertain times ;) I can't think of anything more important to make time for.

It is worth mentioning that the current establishment of mainstream so called " Christianity" has absolutely nothing to do with the teaching of Christ and is heresy. The Apostasy has entered the church and other sectors in a big way just as once again the bible warns (happy to share details if interested). We see people in government and otherwise using the name of Jesus to further their wicked agenda. This is called Christian Zionism and Dominionism and is unbiblical. *Footnote at the bottom of this document describes both Dominionism and Christian Zionism further. Also The Catholic Church is truly following their father the devil,hence the crusades, sex scandals, and all kinds of wickedness that comes from them.

I have so much peace and calm even while I know all that is happening and even with physical illness, it is so wonderful to not feel panicky by any of this...only because of God. I would have never believed this to be true. The good news is that the very same God that lovingly warned of all these things also told us how we can have eternal life! If we put our lives, trust, and faith in Jesus Christ ( Yeshua Mashiach) and repent ( turn away from sin) humbly from the heart, of all our sins and confess Him as our Lord and Saviour then we receive the Holy Spirit in us and become God's children! Personally Jesus Christ ( to my shock) has been THE ONLY one who has lifted me from demonic oppression ( if interested I can share more details if you like) when I called on him. Since I gave my life to Christ, miracles have happened that show me that God is with me and is PERSONAL. This of course I can share with you too but I understand it is my experience which one can easily try to explain away using the "wisdom" of this world. I ask you to look at the objective reality and see truth ( hidden behind thick veils of deception) and seek truth for yourself and talk to Yahweh ( Heavenly Father) in the name of Yeshua ( Jesus) personally.

Ephesians 6:11-15 (King James Version)
"Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."


With all the problems the World is facing, it can be unsettling to the mind.
Today I will share with you ten predictions that are still true!

Top 10 Predictions for the Future
1. The Bible will still have all the answers.
2. Prayer will still be the most powerful thing on Earth.
3. The Holy Spirit will still move.
4. God will still honor the praises of His people.
5. There will still be God-anointed preaching.
6. There will still be singing of praise to God.
7. God will still pour out blessings upon His people.
8. There will still be room at the Cross.
9. Jesus will still love you.
10. Jesus will still save the lost when they come to Him.

Isn't It Great To Remember Who Is Really In Control,
And that; "the Word of the Lord endures forever."
( 1 Peter 1:25 )

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*When we see such unjust and unrighteous things being done in the name of Jesus, many people find it easy to write off all of Christ related things. What we see in mainstream Christianity however is the antithesis of the teaching of Christ. Let me explain. Right now we see Christian Zionist intertwined with Dominion theology permeating society through the church, government, and other sectors. The Christian Zionist program I speak of is the mutated form which provides a worldview where the Gospel is identified with the ideology of empire, colonialism and militarism.

We see this all over government leadership. Now let me define what I mean by Domionism ( Quotes are form, then we will look at Christian Zionism:

"Dominion theology states that biblical Christianity will rule all areas of society, personal and corporate. Christian Reconstructionism reasons that society will be reconstructed by the Law of God as preached in the Gospel and the Great Commission. The principal goal, then, of dominion theology and Christian reconstructionism is political and religious domination of the world through the implementation of the moral laws, and subsequent punishments, of the Old Testament (the sacrificial and ceremonial laws having been fulfilled in the New Testament). This is not a government system ruled by the Church, but rather a government conformed to the Law of God."

These people are heretics using the name of Christianity to do wicked works as this ideology is not biblical. Jesus warned of this also. I will quickly quote why this ideology is not biblical:

"The problem with these beliefs is that they rest upon a distorted view of Scripture. Scripture clearly teaches a premillennial view of the Kingdom of God (Zechariah 14:4-9; Matthew 25:31-34), the "covenant of grace" is an extra-biblical construct, Israel and the Church are distinct throughout biblical history and prophecy, and God never commanded the Church to revamp society. Instead, believers are commanded to preach the Gospel as in Matthew 28:19, 20), but God clearly intends to implement world-wide reform Himself (Revelation 19:11-20:4). Though it is clearly unbiblical, dominion theology persists. It is, in fact, a great threat to biblical Christianity. Once at home solely within Reformed circles, dominion theology and Christian reconstructionism is now creeping into many Protestant churches and is making a large impact on the beliefs of Charismatic churches in particular."

Let us take a look at Christian Zionism. Both the Zionists as well as the Muslims are in error. We are not to be involved in these matters but pray for both groups, because both groups are separated from God. The belief that the Jewish people remain God’s ‘chosen people’ in some way separate from the Church, is deeply rooted in Christian Zionism. As a whole the Jews/Hebrews were chosen to be the lineage to bring the Messiah true. It does not mean that every single Jewish/Hebrew person is saved and automatically receive salvation. Many of the Hebrew people in the old testament were destroyed for disobedience. But as a whole they were chosen as a people for a purpose. Jews/Hebrews today still need to receive Christ as their Lord and Saviour in order to be saved, otherwise they will perish just like the rest of the world. Talking about the Hebrew/Jews in these verses apostle Paul describes them also as the "natural branches" that were broken of the olive tree. See document "Israel of God" below for more. These verses below talk about their unbelief in the Messiah Jesus Christ ( Yeshua Mashiach) as their ruin:

Romans 11:20 Well; because of unbelief they were broken off, and thou standest by faith. Be not highminded, but fear:
Romans 11:21 For if God spared not the natural branches, take heed lest he also spare not thee.
Romans 11:22 Behold therefore the goodness and severity of God: on them which fell, severity; but toward thee, goodness, if thou continue in his goodness: otherwise thou also shalt be cut off.
Romans 11:23 And they also, if they abide not still in unbelief, shall be graffed in: for God is able to graff them in again.

This "Israel of God" document shares who the true Israel is:

Check out also this video "Zionist Extremist: Iran vs. Israel, Dual Covenant Theology NOT of God!" :

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Thoughts and praise to God

My dear Lord I could never on my WILDEST imagination ever thought the turns of my life in many ways would take place. I am so thankful for all you have shown me and taken me through. The worst is over. I am with you no matter what is happening to me physically, no matter what is happening emotionally, no matter what is happening mentally, I keep my eye on you and have faith and trust in your deliverance. I have patiance and thank you for filling me up whenever I call out and need it. All I do is say Jesus Christ fills my mind and body and boom you are there...I never even knew or could possibly imagine it to be true! Whatever your will for me is dear God I surrender to it, whatever your plan is for me, whatever I must endure to make that happen I accept it and simply yearn to do what i came in this body to do. Stay with me, lead me and guide me to know what is your will dear God.


I am going to praise your name till my dying day,
I wont be lead astray,
the love with me will stay,
the price for me was paid,
whatever I endure along the way,
was just your way to say,
here's a new faith upgrade!

Everybody dies one day,
when or how we cannot say,
so let's take the time to contemplate,
on something beyond this world...
Let's invest in Eternity, let's invest in Eternity, Let's invest in Eternity

Whatever happens I am at peace. Halleluya!

Sunday, July 4, 2010

My Poem: Transitory roles

Life, all life is a stage, may for all come a time to attach, detach, grow, and age, take off the costume and explore a new scripts page,

Hired by the Almighty creator of all, may we not forget this when we stand tall, fall, or stall,rather through it all keep truth rolling like a ball,

May we be born again, remove the acting face, replace it with Jesus's grace, let our sin be erased, come Holy Spirit and fill this place,

I surrender my life to you Lord of Lord's. All is in your hands...

Friday, July 2, 2010

Reflections on coping w/ morgellons symptoms

What a meditation, the fight of my kife this morgellons is. Everyday just working to stay calm and peaceful when bugs are coming out of my nose onto my face and all over body, into mouth, gums, throat, toungue, while crawling, biting, and itching.Every time I breathe I am either breathing them into to me or out onto me. You know how many breaths one takes in a day? They are in my muscle and brain and of course gut and everywhere. One must transcend the physical just to survive. I am trying my best. I try to stick to this mantra I set for myself, " In this test I will not stress, I'll do my best and let the rest manifest....give it up to God". I am not going outside anymore. As a person who loves nature this is something to adjust to. As many morgellons people know we attract bugs to us. I didn't take this too seriously and was going for a walk everyday. BUt my symptoms would get worse and both visible and invisible bugs would be felt especially on head and face. After coming back from outside one time I picked out two black bugs imbedded in the skin of my neck.. After that I hardly go out. I for my birthday on June 22nd thought I would just let go and forget about it and went outside for at least and hour and I felt stuff and have since just felt that i should stay in until I get better.

ANother part of me wonders should I just let it get worse when I go out and still try to live my life? When I do this every time the worsening of the symptoms brings my spirits down and I work so hard to keep them up. All this stuff in the big picture is small stuff I know. A big thing for me is to forgive myself. I don't know if anyone else has this issue but every time the symptoms are worse or I feel something new, I blame myself and say, "Maybe I should not have done this" or "I messed up and did blah blah blah" I only recently discovered how negative this is to my healing. I work and strive to say, "I did my best and am doing my best. Even if it is worse I am trying and I love myself. I forgive myself completely if I messed up. I am allowed to make mistakes. I give myself permission to be relaxed even if my body is not right now." Anyone who may read this, PLEASE STOP BLAMING YOURSELVES BECAUSE IT ONLY DOES HARM. WOuld be curious to know if anyone relates. Kicking ourselves when we are down already is surely toxic. I didn't even know I was doing this so much until it got really extreme.

Love to you all my dear brothers and sisters.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Death and facing the inevitable

With all that is happening on many fronts in the world, the question that keeps coming up is around death. Especially with the dangers of vaccinations, chem trails, drugs and dangers in water supply, GMO foods and bugs, the list goes on. It is something many of us ignore or avoid but the time has come to face it as I believe it is never too early to prepare spiritually. Various religious/spiritual traditions emphasize the importance of "dying daily" or doing "death meditation". It has helped me very much to delve deeper into this.

My experience in part:

I was at a point where I thought I was going to die with the morgellons going deep into my system as I labored breathing, had chest pain, severe twitching spasms through the night, and slurred speech. I was so stressed out too which compounded this since I was not believed my family, friends, or doctors at the time. I was alone. I knew what was happening after spending day and night researching it myself and communicating with others who shared my symptoms. The thing about morgellons ( I am sure many of you can attest to) is that it is not accepted or understood by vast majority of medical community thus the tests are inadequate and patiants are told they are delusional. I spent the night in ER of UCLA and was told I am wasting the space. I have had 10 doctors not believe me until finally now I have three that do. I got some of the right blood work done that on several accounts showed out of range according to Quest Diagnostics. The doctor who ordered the test was now sure if there was even a tiny doubt before that this was morgellons ( btw, morgellons is a broad name with many differnt types and theories of what it is. It is a new emerging and fast spreading disease that is complicated and confusing to even many who are well informed). I felt like waving that blood test in front of every person that didn't believe me and saying, " See this! I was not crazy and I am not crazy!" I still have more tests to do. Warning: TANGENT TAKING PLACE. Pardon me while I stray off topic to vent a bit:) I still find myself a bit defensive about it. It plays with your mind and emotions when you know what you are feeling and doctors and loved ones, and strangers tell you it is in your head. This was probably MORE devastating than anything else and it took a long time and effort to get to the point where people acknowledged that something physical is taking place. I had planned out my suicide. Not just in despair but very calmly. If my parents had not come around to believing me and no doctor had understood what was going on, I would surely not be here today. The lonliness and despair was just too intense. It started in India. At the Ashram nobody believed me including doctors. I went one month in isolation (which was a good thing to have own bathroom, thank God since I had to spend hours in there) having to walk a half a mile one way, up three flights of stairs in the heat to wash my clothes by hand. I might as well have not washed them because they replicated in the clothes fast and I had nothing else to wear. I had active symptoms in India for about one month. Why not leave you ask? Ok so i thought this whole time that it was lice which I did have since I attract everything around me but that was just a small part of the story. I had come there for an advanced Yoga program that was supposed to help my Karma. So I came all this way and borrowed money to do this to break some of my karma and no matter how uncomfortable, something as small as lice was not going to get in the way of my breaking my karma! That is how I viewed it at the time. Now I see I would have been better leaving way early on but I didn't kknow what I was dealing with. The exhaustion was beyond belief and the symptoms soared to the point I shaved my head. It temporarily gave some relief. During the actual advanced program which was in silence I used a chemical permethrin cream twice as a last resort out of pure desperation and it made things SOOOO much worse. I wanted to leave then but it was too late I had given my word that for 7 days I would not communicate to anyone in any form. They even tell us that only if we feel we are going to die in that moment like a heart attack or something only then are we allowed. The reason is that it disturbs the energy that has been created for that situation. HArd to explain but anyway I finally got out of that and was physically VERY weak and could not eat and was always on the verge of throwing up b/c they had gone deep in sinus and then I would taste a bitter mucus that when it hit my stomach would make me sick. Only thing that helped was spitting it out constantly. I saw several doctors in Bombay and again same response. Except one did believe me but did not know what to do and gave me Ivermectin (n anti-parasitic). On the plane back I took it and immediately felt better in stomach but a week later I was hit with the attack of symptoms that landed me in the ER as described above. After coming to parents house a family doctor saw me and talked to parents and said it is their responsibility to put me in an institution! I am still wroking on letting the anger go. To all those who hurt me and did not believe me I FORGIVE YOU IN THIS MOMENT! The resentment only hurts myself. If any of you out there can relate with this ( I have seen on many other blogs that this is the one thing all of us morgies have in common is being so poorly treated by medical community)there is hope. Although I am still battling this full on and not much progress seems to be made, at least I have people who believe me and care.

IF YOU NEED HELP FINDING A MORGELLONS FRIENDLY DOCTOR PLZ TELL ME as I can put you in touch with someone who can help you achieve this according to where you live.

Light and blessings,